I​ wish I could meet that woman. The woman that behaves appropriately, speaks softly and doesn't feel the need to curse every other 5 minutes. That woman is obedient, submissive, and delicate. The woman that doesn't inhibit ridiculous amounts of alcohol and acts a fool in front of all the guests. I wish I could meet the woman that does not care about physical appearances because she knows she has it all. The woman that feels like she's enough and knows it. I wish I could see what it's like to be the woman that needs no saving and can be selfish and selfless at the same time. I really wish I could meet her and ask her about her PMS days, does she cry? does she feel suicidal? does she rage? What is it like to be that woman? You know what woman I'm talking about. The one that we are all told to be, the one that we will never meet. That woman must remain powerless just so her counterpart feels liberated. I wish I could meet the woman everyone tells me to be.